6am I delivered my newspapers alone. I didn't want to but I don't know who to call at 2 am when I'm feeling like shit. Who's up??
Yea, I know some of my thoughts are crazy. It's why I'm sharing it. We all have crazy thoughts. And most of you are like me, people come to you so they can vent and talk about themselves, forgetting you need to talk too. And me, well, people love to tell me everything, things I shouldn't know and don't want to know. I guess because being a Mystic means I'm a spiritual guide and a healer, did you know that?? There are a lot of us out there but I'm one of the few who have always believed, embraced it and done all I can to enhance my abilities so that I can help you. All you have to do is talk to me. About anything, it doesn't have to be about your problems, just talk. And after a few days, you will find whatever it is you're looking for.
But I need healing too and I have all these thoughts and more.....too much....I can't handle it anymore, not having someone here to listen and want to know my mind. I have to put it out there. I have to hope that someone out there understands and wants to hear this shit. I can't keep it all in